The walls are too close and I cannot breathe

I close my eyes and there are walls all around me
They are tall, they are dark, they surround me

Delving deep, I fall asleep, I’ve entered slumber
A presence enters, Threats in gestures, Must protect them
Breathing stops, Cold earth on top and I am under
Is this the eternal sleep? Oh, how I wonder…

I don’t know what to perceive                                     (I keep falling further into this dream)
Are these visions true or surrealities?                       (Afraid of what I found in me)
Do they guide me?  Are they meant to deceive?    (Insinuations meant to deceive?)
‘Cause now I’m free to believe…                               (Now I’m free to believe)

What I want to
It’s hard to find the hidden meaning of what’s behind of life’s red curtains,
To set the stage for what dwells after,
Let’s turn the page

When is too far, really too far?

That box will kill you if you stay inside too long
Concrete walls, Shower stalls, I am the bars in the window
I cannot fight them so I give up, give in and fall
But if the waters are too deep, how will I ever hear you’re callin’?

I don’t know what to perceive                                     (I keep falling further into this dream)
Are these visions of a dark reality?                           (Afraid of what I’ve found in me)
Do they guide me? Are they meant to deceive?    (Insinuations meant to deceive?)
‘Cause now I’m free to believe…                              (Now I am free)

What I want to
It’s hard to find the hidden meaning of what’s behind of life’s red curtains,
To set the stage for what dwells after,
Let’s turn the page and unlock doors with the keys of fate
What lies behind them?  I’ll have to wait

If I’m alone in here, why do I scream?

Scream

What if my dream becomes too real?
What if I fall and never wake up again?
What are these tremors? What are these nightmares?
Can’t control them, Can they control me?

My heart’s pounding, Head is reeling
Praying to be numb, Can’t stand this feeling
What are these places? Who are these faces?
No one can hear me, No one can hear me!

Something grabs me, Bites me, Makes me
Running, Falling, Waking, Shaking

I can feel it coming back again
Tiny whispers in my ear

Waking, Shaking, Trying to hold the memory
Then trying to forget

Open my eyes before the end for I’m not ready to see what’s behind the curtain

The fear is so thick in here I can’t breathe
Wake me up please

Wake me up please
Wake me up please